Wasted Dayz

What a waste of talent and resources
I just can’t believe how some people who are given the opportunity love to waste on that chance of a lifetime to change their own destiny for the greater good.

I have to admit to myself,t hat I too wasted my youth flundering and being too prodigal of Time, and worst of all , Money.

Having to admit that I have a bad habit of gambling ticks myself off. Maybe that is the reason people avoid me. Heck I can’t help myself. Itchy fingers. Unlike in Singapore or Malaysia, I don’t even do that cos I can go to the arcade and spend some fixed amount on games. Here, in the UK, it’s hard, as the only amusements are the the fruit machines or video enabled gambling stuff. What made things worse are those mini-casino machines featuring Poker, Roulette and like wise at the betting shops.

I really wasted alot of money on them, so far..I think over £3000! That’s this year alone. Could go for a good holiday!New car..stuff like that.
Darn, Very bad of me. I don’t have this problem back home.
Thing is… I must admit.. i didn’t grow up.. still stuck in the mentality of playing games, andreline rush stuff and gadgets alike. Mom always tell me off for doing so..and also then I reallocated the savings to holidays and enjoying myself.

Yes..I did have a savings plan..but now..I just can’t understand it at all!

I have to blame it all on my own self then. I just got fed up here! Fuad tells me the other day that if I can survive without debts to the bank or what…how poorly I live…then I am still far better off than the rest of us, who has huge massive debts.

Note: Ashamed of myself of my own poor sense of control